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The Root
03:01
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The trees on the path I walk no longer bear fruit/Let me rot on the side of the road/I've become a simple matter in your hands/I hope you form what I am before the best parts of me slip through/Bring shelter/Settle the grave/Pine walls/I call home/The light that dances back and forth, as which to almost seem to taunt/Yet how I somehow just forgot no flame can burn forever/The light that dances back and forth, as which to almost seem to taunt/As for you you're just an afterthought/I'll repeat this pattern forever/Victim that I create/Turn the screws without trying/Attraction to the lone and depraved/Who wants to feel/Who wants to wander/Who wants to wonder/Who wants to suffocate on the most holy high/Deny any being and return to the root of God/Leave my body on this road
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Bed Full of Regrets
03:47
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Can you please just/Give me one more day so I can/Please, can you just/Give me some more time so I can/Just, one more day/Let me try to find what will bring me answers/No one can just be left on this ledge/And I'll try to find what lead me here to believe/Fulfillment for the most part/But there are skeletons that I question/On the other side who knows what I'll face/Will all my decisions be met with a resounding force of unrelenting repentance/For all that I've lived with, for all that I lay with/Stuck up on the ceiling as the cloak will cover/The paralysis of finally meeting my wonder/The days have come, the days have gone, the days I miss are those that aren't/Questioning what I've lived for, I've died/Let me stand in all I've won, but only I know where I went wrong/Praise the life that saw no faults/Sound trumpets for battles won/Judge me not for yours are the same/Realize that not all stays hid/My sins aren't worse than those before me/My greatest fear is they are forever repeating/And I just can't live them down
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The time spent hoping and waiting is wasted/Change isn't coming for you, remain stagnant/The time spent in this upswing should be used to prepare for myself to be let back down/I already dug my grave, I'll just try to get comfortable/I'm using what efforts I have left to enjoy what got me here in the first place/So if I die, let me be/Beat me relentlessly/Force a way I cannot do on my own/Leave me a sight to see/Laid out and left to warn/Left me a sight to see/Fucking crack me open so I can go out and breathe/The bottom isn't as far as you think/Reaching the bottom isn't as hard, isn't as far as you think
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Day In the Life
02:23
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Force a smile/A subtle man on the outside/But after time they'll realize the deception/Thoughts are straining/Compassion dissolves/My head in a hole/No sense of resolve for me/The fear of knowing, and seeing a rope at the end/Acceptance a burden/Wash away in tides of time/Happiness is just a cover/10 years past of yesterday/Pushing on with no purpose/Existence a chore for me/If I could see the future/You would be alone with me/Sunk beneath the skin/Found out I let you in/Buried together forever/Sleep as one in misery
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Old Habits
03:14
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Wake another day just to feel the same again/I've lost and there is no turning back from where I've been/Just keep me down, rub my fucking nose in it to remind me where I've been/I hear it coming again, sweetness/Old wounds worn more and more and more/There's no growth through the process of finally learning that all we've loved is being alone/And it's coming again/Just let it in, it's just that time/Feel it coming faster/End of suffering, craving but it can't erase/Feed the pig/Abhor a chance thrown to waste/Engraved in stone/Taken before a single breath/Can't waste when nothing is left
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Cusp
01:39
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The introversion of oneself only leads to a path of loneliness and self medication/But I still walk it/But who am I to change it's course/Feeling no feelings/Broke down, lost, morose/The feeling of being is fleeting/The reason is being defeated/Bring the end/I care no more I fucking failed
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